well its time for my anual xanga entry. i dont even know if people still do this thing. but i feel like writing. plus i think its good for my brain since im out of school and all i do everyday is anything that involves little to no brain power. theres alot going on right now, some good some bad, but im not going to turn this page all emo like a 17 year old highschool boy. id rather just say fuck it and see what happens. other than that, here are some pictures that i made during finals this year. i get bored with studying so i need breaks. and my study breaks dont result in an empty cup of mocha, my study breaks turn out videos or altered pictures. so.....whatelse whatelse whatelse....its summer now and i am happy as shit. i hate going back to SJ because it means leaving the house and all the people who come back for summer, but when i think about it, it means that they leave when summers ends so its not so bad. this summer isnt too bad because a lot of people came back and its good that we all get together. i feel so gay for xangaing, but its summer and im bored as fuck. so holla. (p.s. when i say the word "gay", i dont mean that in a homosexual way at all, i simply mean it in a bad at sports way. it kinda goes without saying) 

lets take it back...

As we grow older we go through changes in our lives. It is interesting to watch people who we grew up with go through these changes.  People who we grew up with move away and there are others that stay who you wish would move away.  Its good to see people moving on and doing what is best for them, but then there are people that you notice and you just wonder how did this kid that i knew all my life turn into that.  Then there are your friends that have stuck by your side for years and hopefully will be with you for years to come.  I often ask myself where will i be in 10 years and ofcourse i have many dreams and high hopes.  The other question that i ask myself is if 10 years ago, would i be happy with where i am at right now.  be true to yourself